<lowkey just checked diagnosis criteria and might actually have a disociative disorder wtf

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he wanted to break up with me bcs every time we talked it felt like he had to pull me off of the ledge. (i have major depressive disorder and bipolar)

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blue

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don't self diognose yourself blue

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<thats creepy

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<im gonna tell my therapist dw

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Go get checked out, if it makes sense, it'll help to at least get answers - Stella

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maybe he does, but she doesnt even know me that well

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blue youre cool

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<im just saying it is actually very uncomfortable for me to disociate that much

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<yeah i will thanks

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she literally knows my fav color, my name, my bday- rlly it

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<what

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yeah i guess

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youre cool

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yeah im starting to lack trust for both of them

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maybe, but he's my FP so idk if i can.

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okay so should i eat something because idk if anyone else has or should i just wait - Stella

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fp as in fanpage whay

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stella, you should eat! eating is good

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eat

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polls.io/kuqal/vote

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oh okay

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I know but like idk if other alters have already and I don't want to hurt the bodies stomach - Stella

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fp is a term people with bipolar or borderline disorder use :) someone we're very attached to and almost obsessed

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stella even if you already ate eating is good

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awh blue im sorry

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alr then I will - Stella

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maybe he does

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polls.io/kuqal/vote

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i do not trust random links

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bye

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hi

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i miss her sm

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but ofc, to me, 'space' doesn't exist bcs i need him to fill that space for me

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yeah probably tho.

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where is she when i need her

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she told me she would always be here for me

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polls.io/kuqal/vote

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and hes always calling his friends and im js sitting here like "soo when will u text me back xoxo"\

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