are you askinh me

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<hey stella why is it ossd and not did

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we don't fit the criteria for did, but we aren't one personality and dissociate to a high level - Stella

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ive been in so many rabit holes online about did

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<then what is it for yall like

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<real yellow

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polls.io/kuqal/vote

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also about the receptors thing i wasnt saying it to be deep i genuinely have no receptors

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<i experienced very high depersonalization recently

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<like im genuinely convinced im not me

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<i dont feel like it

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We still function as a system but our specific osdd means our amnesia is a lot worse, we have to leave notes for eachother otherwise we have no idea whats happened. But we know we exist vaguely - Stel

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I have the most awareness apart from our gatekeeper though - Stella

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<oh i understand

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where are yall from

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as in country im not asking to drop a pin lmao

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<can you switch on purpose or is it more about triggers

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polls.io/kuqal/vote

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hi

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We have positive triggers like specific songs to switch other alters out but usually we switch because of other triggers - Stella

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]22323r2r][wer][werq;[

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rq;

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darkness trigger?

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<oh thats interesting

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<to me

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im autistic

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<good

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what

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If we really wanted, we could probably use a song to positive trigger another alter out - Stella

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my boyfriend's been getting drier and drier recently and he keeps talking about one of his girl-friends

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<i have a friend with aspergers, ik the label is outdated tho

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what is a possitive trigger?

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sleep with his mum

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i like outdate things

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i did but all he keeps saying is "I just talk to her for advice" and i tell him that he could also come to me but he says "no it's okay, don't wanna bother ya"

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A positive trigger is basically something positive that triggers another alter out to whoever asked i forgot - Stella

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outdate anime outdated cartoons outdated video games outaded tvs outdated consuls

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fuck his mum

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its me purpule the lolicon

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last time i checked his phone, he was talking to her about breaking up with me which eventually he did..... and then we got back tg cz he called me back saying he regreted it

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