what up what up

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Hey white - Stella

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i wanna sh but i dont want to experience the pain of it i just want it to happen

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anybody still there

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does that make sense

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i am reading a stor about some prophet leaving all his world of luxurious life behind, wait i sent u guys the link, but you guys must translate it

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yeah that does

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<is it like a self hatred thing

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like i want the pain of it but i dont wanna FEEL the pain of it

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polls.io/ikgrd/vote

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ive only been clean one day

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https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=683122821380710&set=pb.100090489941654.-2207520000&type=3

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<bro

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purple thats so long nobody can type that all

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<i would screenshot it but im lazy af

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whats so long are we talking about my shlonh

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I lowkey don't know if the bodies eaten today what the fuck - Stella

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what the heck happen to you guys, so lazy?

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you didn't see purple's facebook link?

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<bru purple what are you my grandma

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no we just can't type like 60 characters before a message vanishes

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It's a long link purple, not everyone want to type that - Stella

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polls.io/ikgrd/vote

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i have no receptors so ive never felt hungry or full

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"It's a long way to the top"...related you guys? no more laziness

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<like literally

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<wdym

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fucking hell i hate amnesia barriers because I've got no idea if we've eaten today or not because i wasnt fucking fronting this morning - Stella

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are you askinh me

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<hey stella why is it ossd and not did

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we don't fit the criteria for did, but we aren't one personality and dissociate to a high level - Stella

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ive been in so many rabit holes online about did

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<then what is it for yall like

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<real yellow

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polls.io/kuqal/vote

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also about the receptors thing i wasnt saying it to be deep i genuinely have no receptors

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<i experienced very high depersonalization recently

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<like im genuinely convinced im not me

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<i dont feel like it

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We still function as a system but our specific osdd means our amnesia is a lot worse, we have to leave notes for eachother otherwise we have no idea whats happened. But we know we exist vaguely - Stel

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