I can barely eat, im busy with sports and cam barely stamd despite the fact i try to eat

94929 - 

i was healthy

94932 - 

i left hospital and i was happy and drugged and doing good

94932 - 

my life is easy and normal so why am i like this

94909 - 

now im in my senior year and fucking everything up again

94932 - 

i wish i was ric

94909 - 

fucking ocd flaring up making me crazy

94932 - 

i was swallowing soap in the shower the other night

94932 - 

no wonder im still fucking sick im destroying everything

94932 - 

when will i be free

94933 - 

how have things turned this shit in this little amount of time

94932 - 

My shit reloaded idk if im still red

94929 - 

im so sick

94933 - 

im just a kid

94933 - 

when i see my doctor again i will be hospitalised

94932 - 

ive lost too much and my skin is too raw

94932 - 

im 16 please

94933 - 

its obvious ive relapsed

94932 - 

I to go to football shit soon and i cant stop crying

94929 - 

Well, ex.

94929 - 

Im suprised.

94929 - 

my arm hurt too much

94933 - 

purple chapped fingers and raw bleeding lips

94932 - 

But shes vaping again. And left me.

94929 - 

because u hit me again

94933 - 

none of this matters

94932 - 

why mama

94933 - 

I just wanted her to be healthier.

94929 - 

i know u hate me

94933 - 

I dont likenit

94929 - 

i know u want me to die

94933 - 

I understand its her way of calming down

94929 - 

but i want to live

94933 - 

my dads not dying im fine

94932 - 

i want to not just be alive but to live

94933 - 

But i tried to be ankther option for her to judt calm down

94929 - 

And i couldnt

94929 - 

but how can I? my memories are so fucked up

94933 - 

I wasnt enoigj for her

94929 - 

if he gets sepsis i cant do anything about it

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