<she can realize also kf you you tell her

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shes threatened to kill herself in front of me multiple times and the one time i told her i was suicidal she mocks me

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i refuse to talk to her

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ever

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she might as well be dead to me

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And people around me think I'm a happy person. I'd love to see their faces if they learnt I harmed myself

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the worst part is that i blame only myself for why she is the way she is

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i ruined her life

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she shouldbe killed me while she had the chance

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she was 18 when she had me

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i took her fucking life away

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its all my fucking fault everything that ever happens to me

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it was rigged from the start

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<its nit your fault

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<literally being born isnt a crime

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It's everyone's fault and that applies to me as well

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people tell me how sweet or how kind i am and i just try to help but i know deep down im barely even human

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It's my parent's fault for treating me this shit and it's my fault for not ending my life sooner

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i just want out

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i just want out of this

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<please yall know there are other ways out

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ive been tainted for too long

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whatever straight path that i was supposed to take i cant return back to anymore

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i cant go back to being my purest self

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its all my fault

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i dont want this

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Purple I've had enough. Even the things that could maybe help me are so far out of reach it's impossible to survive anymore

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green ive been listening, you still have time

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believe in me or not, but i choode to believe anyone other than me can make it

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It doesn't feel like it

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i wish you well, at the very least. and im sorry i cant help you

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It's not yours fault

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guys im derealizing very bad and im at the dentist what do i do

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I'm the dumbass

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hundreds of people go on here everyday begging for help

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i dont even think some of the people ive talked to here are alive anymre

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no i genuinely dont know what to so

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<green its not impossible just ver hard

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im just sorry

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i dont wanna kill myself lol

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