Oh.

94929 - 

im a fucking stupid retard

94937 - 

Then when we'd be back home everyone would be crying and my grandmother would ask whats happened and no one would say nothing

94939 - 

I feel like she shouldve undersood though

94929 - 

she deserves the right

94937 - 

Its like theres a riot in this damn house every single day. Always fighting and screaming istg I'll leave once i get enough money

94940 - 

Thats what she told my cyan

94929 - 

But im too big of a bitch to tell her whats wrong

94929 - 

she always told me shed be my friend and ive always had the fear of someone getting too close and finding something they dont like

94937 - 

ive already proven myself right in the worst way

94937 - 

just my fucking luck

94937 - 

And too dumb to let her twlk to me about her problems.

94929 - 

She'd see at the bruises but then look the other way

94939 - 

ive been sick for the past week

94937 - 

I hate every single one of them

94940 - 

<wdym yall

93697 - 

Im gonna run

94940 - 

from overtaking my antidepressants

94937 - 

i tried numbing myself

94937 - 

Wym purple

94929 - 

im paying for it

94937 - 

When i was younger id thought she didnt know

94939 - 

i dont know if i can keep going anymore

94937 - 

But it was very clear

94939 - 

people care about me but they dont know how deep it runs

94937 - 

I cant tell my mom my gf left

94929 - 

<does knowing people care abt you help you tho

93697 - 

Ive been telling her im ok all werk

94929 - 

Yes, purple

94929 - 

i could kill myself today or tomorrow and none of my online friends would kow

94937 - 

Y not

94940 - 

Can anyone see me

94939 - 

We see u blue

94929 - 

i barely have any real friends anymore

94937 - 

Js tell her

94940 - 

Thanks

94939 - 

Its ok to not be ok

94940 - 

I've tried killing myself before but I just couldn't. Any idea how to do it so I don't pull out again?

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