its obvious ive relapsed

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I to go to football shit soon and i cant stop crying

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Well, ex.

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Im suprised.

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my arm hurt too much

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purple chapped fingers and raw bleeding lips

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But shes vaping again. And left me.

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because u hit me again

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none of this matters

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why mama

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I just wanted her to be healthier.

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i know u hate me

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I dont likenit

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i know u want me to die

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I understand its her way of calming down

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but i want to live

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my dads not dying im fine

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i want to not just be alive but to live

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But i tried to be ankther option for her to judt calm down

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And i couldnt

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but how can I? my memories are so fucked up

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I wasnt enoigj for her

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if he gets sepsis i cant do anything about it

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I tried

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it hurts so much

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Id never kill myself

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ive been planning on dying since i was 9 anyways

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i dont know how I got through all my shit

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But its all i cam think about aftwr she left

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but i just wish u would atleast love me

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i know u dont

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i can see it in ur eyes

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dying before my parents die

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and now my dad hates me too

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even though one of them was assaulting me

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im worth less than that right lol

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its fine

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I feel like i wasnt enough for her

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I cant sleep

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all those bruises that he left when he hit my i still feel them

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