whats worse is fixing what other people fucked and i get blamed for it

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I can't anymore, i'm gonna get past the point of masking

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Fuck

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I think everday i feel like im closer to killing myself.

94465 - 

Why you want to end your life?

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Please

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I can't do anything

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Dont end your life your an incredible human being and there is hope out there

94461 - 

I have fully committed to trying to better myself and I'm just stuck remedying fucking losers

94466 - 

Alot of things, just the comfort of home isnt there. The pressure with schoolwork, past things still talking about me.. It's just too much and i dont think i can do it

94465 - 

Im sorry to hear

94461 - 

I'm having a fucking panic attack

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and if I don't try to work towards fixing their mistakes then my own life is affected

94466 - 

Hi guys🐨

94467 - 

It is just lose/lose. I am stuck in the bucket with all the other crabs and I don't have the energy to get out

94466 - 

Hi koala

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See past your own front door

94461 - 

I'm having a panic attack rn

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Cyan u ok?🐨

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It's violent

94034 - 

I am moving against my will

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You have choice and you can make it through dont end your life

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hellllooooo -gerf

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I flinch so hard my chair almost fell over

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Hi gerf

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Life is a huge philosophy trip

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Hi gerf sorry bout abandoning u last time lol🐨

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its okey :) -gerf

93223 - 

Please it's been like this for like 30 minutes

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Find a new path and leave your home dont commit suicide start a new life look for temples etc

94461 - 

I'm a wreck

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but cyan what helps alot when Im having a panic attack is taking pics of myself so I feel silly - gerf

93223 - 

I am not sure how to proceed. No matter what I do to separate myself from others problems.

94466 - 

Ur panic attack🐨

94467 - 

I took a picture of myself

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it feels like my lungs are sewn shut

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I look so fucking scary

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U want us to make u laugh?🐨

94467 - 

I stared at it for like 5 minutes

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Sometimes that helps ig calming the mind🐨

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