🐸 idk. i mean.

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i hate making friends tho

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What if i cant manage it without that balance

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not for the process

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i mean also

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🐸 you remind me a lot of myself tbh

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What if i get a job and hate myszlf more and end up doing something i regret

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but like i cant get attached

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🐸 im also a normal girl. i was also very unempathetic. i never had many friends.

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🐸 i used to hate myself for being so useless

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yes me too

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🐸 nowadays i try to go easier on myself

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🐸 nothing good comes out of hating urself so much

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i always try not to get attached to my friends

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🐸 its such an addictive feeling though

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Whats the point when my name echos in the hallways

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🐸 hating yourself. obsessing over your mistakes. over your failures

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because if i do i start making up scenarios where they leave

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Retard girl makes us sick. Let's all poke her with a stick. Well, she walks funny. Kind of like a pig? God, I hate that retard girl.

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🐸 i used to think i was such a monster

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and if i do that i get panic attacks that r so bad i feel like im dying

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like i hate panic attacks so baddd

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yes me too cyan

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🐸 that i was horrible. of course, i wasnt "horrible" in the ugly sense, but everything inside me was a terrible thing

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like i think im as bad as a pedophile

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But nobody gaf if i bedrot and doomscrool because it wont bother them

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🐸 a shitty stain that should be erased. abused. whatever. you know?

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🐸 i mean, what other use i could have had?

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See the retard girl walking in the schoolyard. In the same dress from fourth grade. See the retard girl, cross-eyed in the schoolyard. Looking for the friend she made.

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even tho ive never harned anyone

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harmed

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yes same exactly

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if i couldnt have friends. if i couldnt participate int he comunity in a constructive way. 🐸

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plus im becoming mad weird now

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🐸 no one hated me enough to mistreat me but no one liked me enough to be friends

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As shines the moon among the lesser fires. She is sucking dick out in the yard. Well, she walks funny. Kind of like a pig? God, I hate that retard girl.

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🐸 i was weird but not weird enough to fit in certain cliches. i was normal but not normal enough to be happy.

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🐸 anyways what im trying to say is

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bc i started watching those traumatizing horror movies

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