To not see the faces of the people in high school anymore

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Especially the ex friend as my classmate

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But the blade was rusted

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So i stopped

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I'll be eighteen next year

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I didnt continue

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Now i dont know what to do

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It hurts so bad

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My own parents arent helping

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It feels like im being a burden to my friends

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To everyone

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I was so excited to talk all about this to my mom

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Because i thought she was the only one who understood

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But no she just looked at me like i was some monster

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Now it made me feel worse

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So much worse

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I thought i was getting better

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I really tried making this day good

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But it didnt work it never does

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Thid embarassing moment keeps coming up in my mind where i was talking to my friend and he judt said he likes me out so loudly on thr call and everuone hesrd and i kept talki g to him continously

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Infront of 2 classes and they all just heard me

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Like continously talk loduly

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It just hurts so bad

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I just turned 13

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Im only 13

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Please

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I shouldnt even be doing this

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What happened cyan? :(

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Im too young its just

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Pathetic

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It hurts so much i cant

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My own parents arent helping

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And like im yalking with him and everyones listening and everyone in the class just listened to my convos

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I feel like a monster

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And i kept on doing that everyday for a month and i got to knwo those classes can hear everything

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All i can do is cry and act so moody

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Its affecting everyone

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