Academic suspension for bad grades last semester rip me

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Oh

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<yesterday i had a weakness attack because i texted a friend for emotional support while disociating guys

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To be fair i think i have a strong case. Ended up going to the ER for an OD because i felt i wanted to do more

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<and she read my melodramatic ass messages

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I thought you beat someone up or something

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I just realized i may not have seen all the messages bc my stupid keyboard blocks the screen

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What is a weakness attack?

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Gtg because im walking to it now, bye guys be safeeee

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Byyye

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Bye bye

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<its like showing something vulnerable from you to other people

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hallo guys

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Ohhhhh

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Oh i get those alot

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<something they can use to manopulate you

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Oof

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I dont have proof i just woke up sore shouldve gone to get tested but i was being a dumbass

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<i feel like shit idk if its because i got 3 hours of sleep or the emotional distress ive been through

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And that is pretty much why i wanna die now

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I dont understand how someone can do that to another person

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I dont get it

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I don’t understand how someone could do that to another person

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<fuck the world and the shit it throws at me

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People just do things without caring how it hurts others ig

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<im gonna stay alive to laugh at its attempts to kill me

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I cant do that

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I could never live for spite

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Why is it not sending my damn messages anymore

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I was trying to say I could never live for spite

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I want happiness or nothing

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<i mean i am using it as an excuse, i dont actually think the world wants to kill me

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Fuck people who hate autistics, especially Americans

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<but the anger helps me keep going so

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right makes sense

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<real cyan

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I also hate people who hate autistics

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theyre so ignorant they just dont even know

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<i wish i could sh without breaking my promise not to

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they think anything other than normal is subhuman even if it comes with its own benefits and perspective on life

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