do they know? what the person did to you?

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probably not

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ykw def not

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but theyre all so happy in their own world

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then why would they have a reason not to be friends with this person? dont get me wrong its shitty either way but dont get mad at someone who doesnt know anything about the situation

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its true and ik its dumb

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i just dont know wher to direct my anguish

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if you care about this person and its upsetting, talk to them face to face and let it be clear whats upsetting you and why

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oh i havent talked to them in a while

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and i wont

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it feels weird

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because they are friends with your past abuser?

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yeah

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and theyre nice people

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im bitter

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This relationship is hurting me

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whats up yellow?

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thats valid, but its also true that this person isnt trying to be malicious, they are just ignorant

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I wanna let go but its hard

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yess

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ultimately i know it isnt rational

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aw yellow

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She never reassures me on nothin i just keep having weird feeling about her

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do you wanna talk about it?

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And she already did me dirty twice

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ive been thru it so ill prob understand

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HELO

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ohh

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hihii green

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most negative feelings are irrational, its alright to feel upset purple but why waste time on people when they arent making you feel good

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And she just brushes it off but she doesnt know how many nights i lost sleep because of her

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HAVE u communicated rgus?

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your feeligs to her?

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I miss how i was before her

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pat pat

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yeah, i just sucks because it feels im the only one out of our group who got the short end of the stick

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Now i feel miserable everyday but i still want it to be her but she never changes

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not only was the relationship bad for me, my ex was cheating towards the end and hard launched a gf a week afte

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aw yellow did u tell her about your feelings?

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purple what

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