the silence after gunshots are fired is haunting

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and she thinks self-diagnosing might be best for now, and she agrees i should get a diagnosis as soon as i can

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🦶🏼🥵😋

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i haven't heard gunshots in my life

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i still cant forget the sound

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everyone is going to leave me

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5 shots 1 dead 2 injured

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😢🤣🤣🤣🤣

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i lash out sometimes

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i was only 11

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Im just jealous as fuck without meaning to be but also weird ifk

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my emotions are so intense i genuinely can't handle it

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Im so contradictory

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🍆🐖🍑👌😋

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every minor inconvenience feels like fucking heartbreak

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i can't change because i've always been like this

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I fucking hate all these people around me in my life that yap about their small ass problems

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Idc that thats shitty it pmo

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In may it had been a year since my friend died, cancer sucks

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and everyone keeps venting to me

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Sploosh

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like my friends

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Like i wanna tell them to fuck off

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see its okay if it's with my girlfriend because i can manage it

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Gonna fucking snap one day

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I wish my friends vented to me all we do is talk abt school

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but i have multiple people venting to me at the same time when i'm falling apart myself

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No thats wht i mean their school problems

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Also medical shit

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But like they just say the same shit for the millionth time

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i can't talk someone out of suicide when i'm planning my own

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Makes shit so akwards

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🍆🐖🍑👌😋

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