green me too

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well, i have lost alot of friends over the years and i have suicidal thoughts because, i was exiled and emotionally abused by someone who i thought cared about me

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i want to help everyone when im the one drowning

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omd

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pls dont ye

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dont go bald

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ok now why arw yall giving me this awkward silence

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That's a lot to go through. I'm so sorry you are dealing with that. You aren't the only one whose lost several friends

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is everything okay?

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i know but all of them think of me as a bad person. even though, idk what i did

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Teal blue feel free to vent, I'll listen

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like, i've always told them to tell me things if i did something bad but, they always do it at the last fucking minute

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god that makes me mad

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dont u wanna vent too yellow

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yellow

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?

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Not right now, I'd rather listen

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oh okay

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guys r yall still okay

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no

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lmao

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dont worry ill alw be here for u, thru soul, just know that

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be happy guysss

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i feel used

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i want to help, but i cant, i dont know how bc i dont think ive been used, it just

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just wanted to yap abit anyone still here?

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What makes you feel that way green

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I'm still here

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im someone who needs to feel safe, liked, loved, cared for etc, like i need that small bubble or happiness n comfort

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okii

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and like its kinda funny cos im a normal okay person, but idk if ppl like me or not, i dont know if they smile at me then turn back n talk

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is it weird?

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i rlly dont know if im ok or not

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so i rejoined

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hii

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Hellow

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hi red

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u good?

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no its not weird

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im fine

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