were on a rock. I find that helps.

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i wish she just communicated

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i feel like the only way for anyone to realize how bad it is is for me to kms but even then those who i want galidation from would see me as wea

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*weak

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and wasnt so mean

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she would say things i would rather kms then say to her

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Ugh yeah theres no winning with that one

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either way i wont because im so scated of death, i get frustrated by people whi say theyre suicidal but have no idea what that actually means

93518 - 

i always held patience for that woman

93512 - 

i feel her too

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i also feel i rather die than communicate

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but she did communicate but she did it too late

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after the genuine feeling i was going to die i realized i was never suicidal, im terrified of death, i just hate my life so much

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she let everything

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muster up

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to some big explosion and blew me up with it

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cuz what if he uses things against me

86800 - 

oh she used things that i felt safe telling her agnaist me

93512 - 

i do that too

86800 - 

I was going to die on purpose one day and it was so peaceful

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that hurt

93512 - 

i felt so relieved and calm

93511 - 

that hurts

86800 - 

that hurt so much

93512 - 

i dont wanr to do that

86800 - 

ive been suicidal in a terrified helpless overwhelmed way

93511 - 

i fear that happening to be thats why i dont open up

86800 - 

just be polite ask

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Im gonna kill myself

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i want my partner to end frndship with her

86800 - 

they whats botheirng you

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i want to run away so bad but i cant so i must take steps towarfs creatibg a life i hate less but its so hard to

93518 - 

what should i do?

86800 - 

what you think they are doing wrong

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but the calm god wouldnt death be beautiful calm handful of pills was yeah just confirmed shit

93511 - 

they heard their frnd talk about me like that

86800 - 

but still going

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you should communicate with him say how its affecting you

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im still like kinda suicidal? Like being dead would be my preference but im not gonna do it

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If anyones writing in the NEXT 1 minute im gonna off myself

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