Because it's not ths thought kf wanting to go back to that feeling

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green,i understand how you feel,haha,i am a person who always carries that thought in my mind:))))))))

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Because I didn't have that feeling as a child

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I can't go back

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Because it never existed

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i hate myself more than anyone in the world

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purple, life is better if you think more positively

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I grieve a childhood I never experienced

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I had a time when I thought very negatively.

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yeah because ill stop being dirt broke if i start thinking positively

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And I think that hurts me more than grieving what I've really lost

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i have no future

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no one expects anything of me

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but then after i was a little more positive, i found everything was fine, purple

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Should i kill myself

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im autistic and have major adhd

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Fucking hell

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so im like

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fucked

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I thought that I'd gotten last this again

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Past

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im bad at math

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and common sense

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YOUR GRANDMOTHER EXPECTS FROM YOU, EXPECTS YOU TO BECOME A BETTER PERSON AND LIVE HAPPILY, VIOLET!

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Like lowkey i am anacadrmic victim idk anything for my exam tmr im obsessed with a boy i shouldnt be obsessed with and im a burden on everyone

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Oh and i cant do basic math

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Hey, I ordered the wrong color :)

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i thought a day had 48 hours for 17 years

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Like seems like a good time to go

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my life is just so fucked

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I don't know how to open up

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i want to end it all

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I lie pathologically to try and protect myself

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Because that is what I taught myself

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i cant do this anymore

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I used to be honest and that got me ridiculed

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And hurt

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green, why lie, just leave it alone :)

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im so disgusting

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And pushed aside and ignored

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