But at the same time I would probably fucking hate it

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Oh damn im green

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Crazy

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No other living being goes out of their way to make the world a worse place. No one else assigns themself and others stupid rules.

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video call someone with Litmach, we start a conversation with strangers and chat with them:))

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Mmm i have better things to do today, bye -silver

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Anyways

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Bye Silver

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you are a real one

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Good bye~

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I think I just want to be loved the way I want to love people

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Like, literal treat people the way you want to he treated shit

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So you just love your way, green

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Because I can't do another relationship where all the effort feels one sided

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In other news, I need a loaded gun for myself. I am going out with a bang if it becomes more unbearable :3

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oi oi

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calm down:)

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Like the more I think about it the more I've never gotten what I want when loving someone

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cc

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cv??

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I think it's always been me giving

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I never had any deep relation with someone. Be it platonic or romantical.

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Amd never getting to recieve

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Also superficial bullshit. And everyoje leaves because I am fucking pathetic.

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Maybe I'm just a sensitive pos

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Only superficial bullshit* wtf did I type

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Because is it even big things?

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That im bothered about?

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hah?

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Am I a fucking outlier

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No

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I try not to be bothered about stuff. Why? Fuck everything.

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They talk about their interests so I go out of my way to know things about it and start conversations

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uhm

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hello

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hah?wait

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I genuinely invest myself in what they like, because I want them to feel known and loved through it

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But nobodies done that for me

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The moment I mention something I'm interested in the conversation will pivot

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Maybe I'm just bad at conversation?

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