calm down:)

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Like the more I think about it the more I've never gotten what I want when loving someone

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cc

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cv??

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I think it's always been me giving

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I never had any deep relation with someone. Be it platonic or romantical.

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Amd never getting to recieve

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Also superficial bullshit. And everyoje leaves because I am fucking pathetic.

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Maybe I'm just a sensitive pos

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Only superficial bullshit* wtf did I type

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Because is it even big things?

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That im bothered about?

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hah?

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Am I a fucking outlier

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No

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I try not to be bothered about stuff. Why? Fuck everything.

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They talk about their interests so I go out of my way to know things about it and start conversations

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uhm

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hello

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hah?wait

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I genuinely invest myself in what they like, because I want them to feel known and loved through it

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But nobodies done that for me

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The moment I mention something I'm interested in the conversation will pivot

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Maybe I'm just bad at conversation?

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They send me their favourite songs, an album, an artist, a playlist

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If someone likes something, you can learn and share with them, if you want, but don't force yourself to learn if you don't like it.

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I don't know, but I wish I had your problems

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I listened to every single thing they would send

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And talk to them about it

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But nobody ever has for me

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helloooo-shay

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Its such a small thing but it hurts yk

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Even my best friend does it

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Every album and song they've sent me I've listened to and immediately told them about it

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I want to be less dependent on others. Less connectioions. It's safer. Prevents disappointment.

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bru yk what i hate most, when ppl need advice and ignore everything i try to do to help, now that i have stopped i get called selfish-shay

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Even if I get back to them telling them I listened and didnt personally really like it

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I still listened to it

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come on, pick up a book and read, no need for friends, i think, i'm used to it, haha. just pick up a book and read, the book you like is even better

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BECAUSE I FUCKING CARE ABOUT WHAT THEY LIKE

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