Suffocate myself emotionally?

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i hate being here

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My whole life up until this very point

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oh and all that time travelling? not getting paid. So my life goes to hell

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It's okay, it's okay to take a day off, I once advised my friend to let herself relax for a day

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i hate feeling unloved

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It is a struggle to be outside. Being outside is torture due to... reasons. I. Cannot. Go. Out. And there is not much to do around anyway.

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i wish someone cared

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her spirit was better, really

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enough to see m

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eto see my hurt and my pain

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And now every breath I take fucking hurts

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Yeah. That's life. Suffer less today to suffer more tomorow lol

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It burns

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Is anyone having trouble with exam time?

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Ice fucking cold

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In the back of my throat

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i dont have time to study

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hello

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i need to be cooking for the family

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i need to cook for my mom dad and siblings

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i wish i could be somewhere alone

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at least for a day or 2

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review slowly, learn by pomodoro method

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hehe

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A seething fucking anger, or an ecstatic state that's so severe it makes me want to chuck

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There is no time for anything. The world is so complicated and painful.

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hi

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Unbearable fucking sadness out of nowhere

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i dont matter

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Lifes always been pretty dull emotionally

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For me

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cook for the family? I think it's okay to let them eat instant noodles or something like that for a few days, or maybe ask someone to cook for them, or order food out

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And I wonder now if maybe this is just what normal is

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If this is how I'm supposed to live and feel

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think positive, green, find entertainment in comics, movies, it's not boring :)

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ha eat instant food. as if. my parents helath is at a toll, and my dad cant eat anything that will be risky, he has bad heart helth

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health

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besides that, im expected to cook

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Then eat porridge

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