4 fucking days

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blue friend, before you die, go travel somewhere :) haha, or go eat somewhere, enjoy delicious food

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why is life like this

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was does everyone matter

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why am i not

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why dont i matter

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oh red, it's ok, good luck on your exam

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i want to die

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i want to

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theres no time to study

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"travel somewhere"... ya'll know how fucking expensive that is, right? People act like that's so fucking easy.

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because i must be the mom to my parents

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on exam day everyone is stressed, i understand :)

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i dont want to be here

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You see and I sit here and wonder, is it normal to feel so fucking strongly about people who barely fucking exist to me

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People on here I see for split seconds

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yes yes, dark red, you can travel in the province or do something like walking in the park, relaxing, no big deal, hehe

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I used to be so fucking careless

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Blue, I can't fucking go outside due to my mental state. I have no fucking money to travel.

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im supposed to cook

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What goddamn switch flipped inside me to make me care so fucking much

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to fucking cook

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Besides, I have a lot of stuff to take care of.

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you just walk around town, no tourism is fine

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and my mother cant understand thatshe vant see that im supposed to write fcking law exams in 4 days

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mmm, yes, I'll go travel... cops, weird looks, the park is a joke, the whole city expects me to pay money to be anywhere...

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where am i supposed to get the fucking time from

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Did I suffocate myself?

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what am i supposed to do

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Suffocate myself emotionally?

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i hate being here

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My whole life up until this very point

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oh and all that time travelling? not getting paid. So my life goes to hell

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It's okay, it's okay to take a day off, I once advised my friend to let herself relax for a day

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i hate feeling unloved

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It is a struggle to be outside. Being outside is torture due to... reasons. I. Cannot. Go. Out. And there is not much to do around anyway.

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i wish someone cared

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her spirit was better, really

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enough to see m

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eto see my hurt and my pain

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