And i waited for two years only to be told that i wont be a guide

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Why not?! Im tired asf

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Sorry pookie NO🐨

92032 - 

Nap long long nap

92039 - 

because you cannot undo death

43840 - 

Like off being alive

92038 - 

Yes then sleep🐨

92032 - 

sleep for 16 hr

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And my friend (whos been in the movement for less time than me) did get to be a guide

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Be like a koala and sleep🐨

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but you can always change your mind tho too so do not rush it

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And i cried as soon as i got home (im crying rn too)

92036 - 

why is self harm so like addicting T^T-shay

84123 - 

is fine ic ried too - sami

92035 - 

I gtg🐨

92032 - 

Dude why do u self harm bro- sami Shayyy

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Bye chat love ya!🐨

92032 - 

well it feels good-shay

84123 - 

Byee

92038 - 

bye koala-shay

84123 - 

i hate pain why would anyone do that

43840 - 

I really feel like theres something wrong with me

92036 - 

i think green is a machocist

43840 - 

it hurtssssssssssss - sami

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AUGH I HATE SAYING CHAT🐨

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oh i am teal now

43840 - 

ya but it feels good-shay

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teal?

92035 - 

yea teal

43840 - 

it's like relieving-shay

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Because why didnt i get to be a guide and most people that applied did?

92036 - 

mix of green and blue

43840 - 

what in earth is teal-

92035 - 

its a color

43840 - 

Green i agree with ya.. its judt a moment where every problem fades away

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oh righ- IM SO DUMB OMG - SAMI

92035 - 

Now i really dont wanna go to the movement anymore

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I wanna quit but then ill be completely alone

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