I just hate the thought of being outside

And appropriate diet

And care for myself and hygiene

If i go to a mental hospital ill be forced into routine

I really need to get out of my house

Im discusting

I csnt spell

I jsut felt mad they took away my plan

I genuinely didn't care

And said they love me and not to do it

Thwy knoq i want to die

I have

No matter how stupid it sounds rational

I only want relief

In those moments i dont care

Dead

Sometimes i think about going onto the busy road

Sometimes the thought of just leaving

Just me and what im wearing

No bags

I mean sporadically with nothing to live off

Not run away as in live

Because sometimes the thought of staying in my house makes me feel insane

Idk hospital

Not always

No i dont think theyre shit

Cos i think abt it everyday

If i tell them that then they might take me away

I keep thinking about running away

We listen and we dont judge

The crisis team

Hi white

Do they ask stuff or am i supposed to just start rantiny

I cant call the frikin line im to scared

Pucker up

Bet

Consent is hot

Take me on a date first

Woah red

Im not taking care of myself cos idrc anymore