I hate that i let myself do this

My body is scarred from fake injuries from all those year where i wanted comfort

I hope somone views me with adoration someday

I am okay with that

Im not pretty

Yeah red

Yeah i guess so but i dont feel comfortable talking about sh

My arms are ugly

But i also wish it was worse

I regret it

When it finally bled i left

And when i found the worst/best i kept doing it

I snuck into the kitchen and tested all the knives on my wrist

At night

Uh like a couple days ago

Tried it yellow i lied a whole lot

Maybe i can find an ai?

I wanna tell somone details abt sh but i dont wanna be triggering, attention seeking or give ideas idk what to do

Same

Good

Just incase

Everyone block them so you cant see their chats

Ew get tf out coral

Suddenly theyre gone like what

I want a carer

Why do ppl even make friends

5+ years gone haha.. ha..

I was probably in live eith them or sum too lol

My best friend distanced myself and ir prob teyna forget me idk if that counts

Im wearing shorts but usually i dont feel cold ykwim

Yes red ur still here

Im so effing cold rn

Like what?

It is just really downputting when im honest i dont wnana be alive and just get shoved helplines and blocked

Ty cyan

Ok

Yeah red

:)

Okay good luck sleeping blue

Like why would i be here if i wanted a helpline