Weird

They were my will to live

I dont have them anymore anyway

If it was that sucks

Oh it maye have been that

Whats that cyan

And be the one to make hem smile

And know everything about their day

I think i was in love

Thank you

Yes

I might have even loved them

I just wanna figure out if i liked somone

Do you have any physical symptoms or specific thoughts

Ty for input

What is it like to have a crush

Anyone wanna do a rp to take you mind off things, idm what you can choose

I feel i still stargaze chasing the thought of seieng somone so bright again

Like a star, you also used to guide me, i relied on you and yet you have burned out and are off the charts now

I miss you so much that the distance between us feels worse than how far away the stars are. They used to be like you, sometimes there, sometimes not but always bright.

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I leave and start planning escape or attempet

When i leave the house im pretrified im gonna die or i wish i was dead

Thats all i leave for

I go out to therapy (i only had 3 sesisons) that counts

Cyan paranoia and severe anxiety says no

Now iwant to rot and be sad

I could talk and move

I miss my friendship them

I mis primary school but only the good bits

Why did i have to agee

Byee

Stay safe red your welcome here

I wanna be cared for tbh

Im lonely and paranoid too

Yk

Self hate and worthlesness

Just thinking about stuff too much tbh

Im feeling shite ngl

I wish you could write more on here without the limit