It was numb until it hurt like a bitch

It bleed quite a bit but i dont remember mcuh

Idk tbh

Nah not too deep

Ill prob blame the cat if she sees

She still doesn't know

I newer scars from using a knife

Sue thinks its a thing in the past

My mum doesn't even know i sh still

But ykwi darkness it jsut freaky

Because my room terrified me

I sleep on my sofa/couch

I wish i could just say "this is so silly" and it actually just be so silly

I have an eyes test today

Ay its 5am

The numbing might help

Just keep running it under

Cold tap is fine

Can you wash it tho

Keep it clean

Wash with soap and then bandage it up

My life is so full of nothing but my own misery atm

Im not even warm but it kinda hurts

My body is burning

My thoughts are so cring when i crh

Its scary too

I just cry and cry for hours and its exhausting

But sometimes when it starts i cwnt stop until im thinking of every reason why i hate myself

Crying can help

So i jsut kinda sit there and look at my fists and think damn

Sometimes i want to cry but i just cant let myself

I feel like i cry too much but at the same time i never cry

Its almost 5am for me

Whats the time for u

If your not ready then your not

Its you that has to put effort into healing

We're not professionals were doing our best

Research

Or read

Like ahh makes me wanna cry