My family

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idk what to- oh fuck :p im just numb its apathy xd

76082 - 

wild xd

76082 - 

Ah I see. Did you talk to them about your feelings?

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🐢

76075 - 

I ran away months ago bcus i just had too much from them and lived wt my partner.. but they forced me back and its not going very well

56353 - 

i just dgaf xd

76082 - 

Your parents forced you back to live with them?

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its so sad that quietness though peaceful dont bring peace theres noise in it xd

76082 - 

I try to tell them I feel so sad for already a yr but they keep telling me its just in my head.

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That is against your will if you are a major wherever you are purple

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because im here fuck man home supposed to be a place of comfort but this is hell xd

76082 - 

home was never a safe place or a peaceful comforting place xd

76082 - 

Hm. Sounds like they are trying to tell you what is right and wrong for you.

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What do you think? What they are saying is right for you?

76080 - 

I know.. but I need a break tbh

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No i dnt think its right

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so much for the idea of a home equaling a hearth warm and all that it was never that xd

76082 - 

i just wish i was somewhere else and not here xd

76082 - 

Then it is your choice green. If you are an adult, get moving

76080 - 

I had enough from everthing.. academics, friends, family,personal stuff..

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i really fucking wish i was somewhere far the fuck away from here xd

76082 - 

You still have your life

76080 - 

I really want to move, but they threaten me to put charges on my partner

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A.D.D - autism denial disorder

76083 - 

So i have no choice

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this is such a weird fucking thing there is a certain peace in all this quiet but there also isnt peace because of all thats going on and im shutting down xd

76082 - 

I already am on edge and them pressing charges is just the breaking point so i cnt take it

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sometimes my mind keeps blocking things xd

76082 - 

pretending nothings wrong or what happened never happened xd

76082 - 

Pressing charges againt whom green?

76080 - 

i just wanna block out all of this noise and chaotic bullshit i saw and heard for decades xd

76082 - 

I know.. they love me.. its just that they do it in a way that its not healthy anymore.. so I wish they see that and let me go

56353 - 

If they love you they will let you go

76080 - 

somewhere thats an actual home instead of some weird fucked up prison like this would be a heaven to me xd

76082 - 

:(

75547 - 

Is that so blue

75547 - 

Some parents are just overprotective.

76080 - 

i dont feel at peace here xd

76082 - 

I was doing fine when i ran away from them but they just have to bring me back bcus they assumed I was not okat

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