it strikes a chord in me

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i dont feel safe at home, and i think im gonna run away, does any1 have some tips 4 running away- Red Eagle

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If I feel better when I'm """""Manic"""""" then I feel I'm not actually sick right? I feel better I do better

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and makes me let lose all my emotions

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red, why do u want to run away?

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shit its almost 3 am- Red Eagle

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what are your thoughts on this

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bcz i dont feel safe- Red Eagl

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Eagle*

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if you're below 15, please dont try and run away fron home, if you have issues like abuse at home then call cps

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this is 10 year old so yes

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red is

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ohh

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dont run away alone, kiddo, the world is a scary place

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kidnappings happen

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human trafficking etc

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cps is american, i am british yellow- Red Eagle

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i almost got kidnapped once

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anyways what was I say

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ah that it's not sickness if you feel good during this right?

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How can it be sickness if it feels amazing

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no, you can feel good in sickness

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if you're better during it then you're not sick

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when I'm """"""well"""""" and I take medication I don't feel as good as I do now

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But what if it's just you suppressing the pain, and trying to feel amazing while youre breaking from the inside little by little

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I feel more dumb, I need to sleep and eat and all of these things

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ok, things I learned about sex from my Parents: porn is bad, girls mature faster than you but also don't want anything to do with it, you're not gay, looking at woman and thinking about sex is a terri

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I'm not breaking anything

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I'm just wonderful I don't need the same things other people do

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ohh

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but people just talk to me like I am crazy lol when I know more than the

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*them

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like I could go without eat or sleep if I wanted, you can't say this about most people

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why do you take medicine if you're not sick?

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because the doctors want to stuff their fucking pockets lol that's why

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and they're scared of what I'll say bc I can see truth better

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without sleep and eating is bad

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for most people but not when I'm like this

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I've gone without sleep for while but I still feel fantastic right?

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like what

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