but fuck im forced to interact and deal with shit i didnt even cause xd

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i want my "father" dead so this hell ends xd

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i really fucking want my last remaining parent to die- how sad it is that i cant really say i had loving parents xd

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depressing xd

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i wish i had a normal family xd

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a normal life xd

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yoo

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a quiet and peaceful life without too many ripples in the water xd

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its like the water can never be calm there are always something fucking up my peace xd

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u the only one here blue?

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istg real tho

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even in quiet moments im numb i dont find peace in it xd

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isolation is comforting xd

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no people means no one is there to ruin your life xd

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i want this bullshit to end xd

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i dont wanna deal with the shit im forced to just because i happened to be the biological child of some scumbag xd

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Omg i hate myself rn 😭😭😭

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what fucking miserable shit is this xd

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i do though love me very much i was my only friend from start to now xd

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i had no one xd

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i literally had no one i could trust or rely on my whole fucking life but myself xd

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and its fucking shit i cant get me out of this xd

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how the fuck can i help me xd

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everything is bullshit everyone is bullshit xd

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fucking full of shit xd

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its like youre just sitting there on the chess board unable to make any moves because youre blocked in all ways xd

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It feels like people always approach me just to let me down

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your expectations let you down xd

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accept the reality people are shit xd

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All i ask for is more than twice a month hangouts dawg

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Especially from a partner

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spend time with yourself xd

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you will realise in the end no one will be there for you xd

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Usually do anyways

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if you cant be there for yourself no one not your parents your partner your friends whatever fuck those randos are no one gives a fuck or be there for you xd

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there comes a time you will eventually regret giving a fuck about others xd

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because no one is worth a single fuck xd

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how do you do

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just a distraction and waste of mental space xd

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you like me and i like you

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