this is such a weird fucking thing there is a certain peace in all this quiet but there also isnt peace because of all thats going on and im shutting down xd

76082 - 

I already am on edge and them pressing charges is just the breaking point so i cnt take it

56353 - 

sometimes my mind keeps blocking things xd

76082 - 

pretending nothings wrong or what happened never happened xd

76082 - 

Pressing charges againt whom green?

76080 - 

i just wanna block out all of this noise and chaotic bullshit i saw and heard for decades xd

76082 - 

I know.. they love me.. its just that they do it in a way that its not healthy anymore.. so I wish they see that and let me go

56353 - 

If they love you they will let you go

76080 - 

somewhere thats an actual home instead of some weird fucked up prison like this would be a heaven to me xd

76082 - 

:(

75547 - 

Is that so blue

75547 - 

Some parents are just overprotective.

76080 - 

i dont feel at peace here xd

76082 - 

I was doing fine when i ran away from them but they just have to bring me back bcus they assumed I was not okat

56353 - 

Is anyone here? - elliot

57487 - 

all i want is peace xd

76082 - 

Hiii elliot

75547 - 

no one is ever really here

76083 - 

just for this to stop and release me xd

76082 - 

Yeah.. I just have to deal wt it but tbh it gets hard sometimes

56353 - 

Hey coral hru? - elliot

57487 - 

👾

57487 - 

Roly good actually thx- CC

75547 - 

That was not okay. You left them that was your decision, you are an adult to do so

76080 - 

i dont want this wtf man xd

76082 - 

🦑

75547 - 

:) - elliot

57487 - 

im just so fucking helpless xd

76082 - 

Do they really have to scold me every second tho? Its just so hard to swallow that like its too much

56353 - 

I will assume that you told them before you left them

76080 - 

Your not im sure blue

75547 - 

and i hate being helpless like this just fucking lost and empty xd

76082 - 

My crush wasnt in today its sad but i dont rlly like his personality anyway :/ - elliot

57487 - 

Yeh but they won't listen

56353 - 

But yeah I guess that just sucks

56353 - 

hey guys im back again. -star

76085 - 

Some parents does that green, don't be so hard on yourselves for your parents scolding you

76080 - 

Hey star - elliot

57487 - 

whats next what shit will be thrown at me next why wont it stop xd

76082 - 

Ohhh really eliott, smth similar happenned to me

75547 -