i already feel like i have mental trauma and i cry in the bathroom everyday it's now been a habit -star

76085 - 

because im all i have i do have a certain respect and love for myself for being there no one was there for me xd

76082 - 

i need someone to vent to -star

76085 - 

if i die i dont want me to die without dignity it would be mercy killing of myself but i want me to have a dignified death xd

76082 - 

what do i do? -star

76085 - 

because i love me and care for me just it suck i dont know how to help me xd

76082 - 

just so fucking lost xd

76082 - 

other than death what escape do i have xd

76082 - 

when will i find peace and when will i be free xd

76082 - 

xd, you can try to get someone to talk to. someone who cares -star

76085 - 

theyre all so fucking controlling and mean to each other and i always have to give in to keep the peace -6

76087 - 

I wish i was born a man

76088 - 

no one cares man people are too busy with their own lives you only have time for yourself xd

76082 - 

just for fucking once i’d like somrone else to care enough to not cause probpems for us all -6

76087 - 

someone who isn't controlling, someone who isn't rude -star

76085 - 

the reality is that no one gives a fuck if you wont about yourself you have no one xd

76082 - 

bye now i need to leave. -star

76085 - 

repeatedly fucking learned that all over the years i saw shit i didnt wanna see xd

76082 - 

my sister is so fucking rude to our mother and the only reason are father targets her more than me is because she instigates shit -6

76087 - 

man my life is dark and bleak in a way i fucking hate it thats not what i am and thats not what i wanna see xd

76082 - 

just for fucking once i want a chance to get the be the emotional asshole everyone’s aftaid of hut i dont want to stoop so low -6

76087 - 

i dont like all the fucked up shit i saw growing up xd

76082 - 

i love them but i hate them and i know logically i shouldnt sympathize but i do -6

76087 - 

i just want a normal life xd

76082 - 

hello

75508 - 

i hated myself so much as a child because i was my mother’s little scapegoat, i felt so awful -6

76087 - 

i just want a normal boring life where just idk you just get to exist without anyone fucking your life up xd

76082 - 

i want to be seen the same way cis guys are, no matter how hard i try to pass, how much effort i put in, i just wish i was born a boy

76088 - 

i threatened suicide twice in elementary school

76087 - 

i cried every fucking night, i used to be terrified to sleep

76087 - 

does anyone have advice on how to deal with Sensory Processing Disorder?

75508 - 

im like a literal blank page since the day i was born nothing written on it still xd

76082 - 

im nobody i like it that way xd

76082 - 

sometimes it was because i had nightmares every night, sometimes it was because of the bugs, sometimes because of the voices

76087 - 

and sometimes just because of all this goddamn guilt i get just for being alive

76087 - 

but fuck it sucks i have to deal with shit of others xd

76082 - 

I have a dumb goal of mine, make a greatest fangame, make it free. And have the original try to take down that fangame only for me to say "Sike it's free and unfer fair use, no copyright infringement"

75996 - 

i hate this fucking family oh my god

76087 - 

i guess wanting some normal peaceful boring life is just too much to ask xd

76082 - 

does anyone have advice on how to cope with Sensory Processing Disorder?

75508 -