Damn is this an ai

75991 - 

I try so hard. And i get nothing.

75990 - 

I wish you loved me how i love you, i give up sleep for you, i don't eat because id rather spend time with you

75990 - 

Id rather wait at the door like a dog that take care of my own needs

75990 - 

Wait I can just put random stuff in here? Okay I'm terrified 24/7 can't focus i have Ocd it's insane

75991 - 

I was groomed and everyone including my parents and teachers were complicit in it

75991 - 

ocd kicking my fucking ass. no i do not want to think about killing myself and my girlfriend rigt now. No i do not want to feel like a bad person for it

67617 - 

i have ocd too I feel you I get horrible disturbing intrustive thoughts and it drives me crazy

75991 - 

like even if thats not true i just feel convinced im going to die young, and that shes going to die before me

67617 - 

I only found out i had it recently and its just recontextualised a lot

67617 - 

i just came here hoping someone would understand having the kind of life where bad things happen to you all the time

67617 - 

i dont know if i can hope for things to get better because it keeps hurting me

67617 - 

i scared my partner yesterday talking about my experience in a mental hospital, and she got over it quick, but i simultaneously want to make her scared again to see that she wont leave

67617 - 

and also never upset her again

67617 - 

I wanna fuck a sassy twink

75992 - 

dont fuck twinks

67617 - 

trust me

67617 - 

One of the worst mistakes of my life

67617 - 

Why not

75992 - 

Lmao

75992 - 

twinks are hot so they think they can get away with anything and treat you like shit

67617 - 

you have to be able to stand up to them

67617 - 

Damn are they

75992 - 

i got beat the shit out a twink i was in love with for like 2 years

67617 - 

I want a sassy twink

75992 - 

never going back

67617 - 

2 years

75992 - 

Bro

75992 - 

i cannot stress this enough everything bad that happens has in fact happened to me

67617 - 

Damn

75992 - 

U lucky tho

75992 - 

find yourself a vers bear and be nice to him even if he gets fat ok

67617 - 

i cant say the sex was worth it

67617 - 

Why not

75992 - 

i mean he abused the fuck out of me and not in the fun way lol

67617 - 

made fun of all my interests

67617 - 

Wtff thats a fake twink

75992 - 

and nobody took him seriously bc he was a thin pretty twink

67617 - 

Yeah i wouldn't either

75992 - 

Deceptive

75992 -