its the truth tho

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Only thing that actually keeps me here is my survival instincts that are wired in all humans, we all naturally dont want to die

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its definitely worth trying to find a good place, with good people who will make you feel worthy

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they try their bst to do so but i just feel this way for some reason

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i get it. its hard to be happy

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Don't care if this is tmi but my room is just trashed, piss bottles everywhere and garbage and clothes everywhere

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wsg

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I dont take care of myself anymore, I dont even brush my teeth or shower unless I have to go somewhere

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my mom gave me an ED at 8 years old with a single mistake and traumatized me for the rest of my life -root

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red its ok we all have those moments

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My dad works in a violent work field and so when i go through very traumatic experiences they always pale in comparison to his and so whenever i'm hurting i feel like i'm lesser than him

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i became suicidal at 8 years old -root

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ur problems are just as big as anyone elses problems

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The thing is though that it isn't okay, I'm embarassed and ashamed of myself and I wish my brain was wired like most peoples and that I can function like the majority

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who wants to piss for daddy?

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i already planned an attempt for tn

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what the actual fuck cyan -root

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daddy wants to drink all of it

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don't do it ik its tempting but i care about you -root

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im blocking cyan rq -root

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yall need to stop getting depressed

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and start peeing for daddy

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yellow bro dont take ur life, people care about you

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Wish it were that easy cyan

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if they did they wouldve showed it coral

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well i care about you -root

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ty root

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ik its ahrd to believe that somebody who doesnt even know ur name cares about you but i do -root

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ofc man -root

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i became suicidal at 8 years old -root

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I guess I'm kind of just fading in and out of reality if I'm being honest, half the time it feels like I'm just not here and observing someone else

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thats early asf bro for me it was 10

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Bystander to my own life

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yall need to start caring about yourselves

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so derealization -root

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the world dont give a shit

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we are just fresh meat for the grinder

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Trust me cyan I am well aware

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i've never made an attempt and i don't plan to but its hard to get through the day -root

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thats why i dont ever plan on having children

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