ive actually been more happy

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since ive done sh for a week straight'

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i expected that it would have an opposite effect on me'

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Guyss

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Why cant i just Get over it

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Like its just life

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Nothings perfect

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But its fine as long as youre happy

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I am happy

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So whats wrong

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Why cant i do it

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I dont get why im so scared of school

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Its just a struggle

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It doesnt mean d cant overcome

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Sure people are dropping like flies

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But it doesnt mean im oneof the

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Sure its stressful but

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Its never been stressful for me before

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Its just sit down do work leave

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How hard is that

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I have a reason to live

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I have a kind school

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Im smart

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I love living

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life's shit

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So what on earth is the problem

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just shit

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Why the fuck am i having this problem

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and i made up that shit

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even after earnestly wanting to make myself better

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ik everything

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I dont wanna go to school

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i've analysed everything

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yet

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Why dont i go despite that

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Am i spoiled

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and yet

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i go once again into the shitfuckery

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Why do i feel like i have a right to this ideal reality

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what's wrong

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