Don't give up though.

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It would be better for me to accept it I think

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things happen for a reason and I need to find some kind of meaning in it all

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In some ways, yes.

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It's just gonna hurt me to continue to wait for something that won't happen

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If offered PT, do it, just in case a new procedure comes through

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Yeah I do PT and OT

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Very good!

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Sometimes i wish i was normal. People just conversate without thinking about it

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Im trying to be normal but its like impossible

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There really is no "normal"

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Today isn't the right day for me

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There is kind of

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I just feel like I'm losing the meanings to things

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I don't want to lose my optimism or faith

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That part is hard

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I need to have faith in other things though

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I crave affection and love but every friendship i have i feel wrong

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wrong because?

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I don't know what to spend my time doing

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I feel undeserving so i leave people

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Learning new things cyan

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There's others out there that feel just like you, blue

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I've been trying but it's pulling meaning from the things I do that's hard now

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Focus on healing, of course.

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yeah

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Physically and mentally

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I've been trying it's just not easy

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I know

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it takes a lot of time

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it's been less than two months I can't expect anything at all

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getting in to new habits, etc until they feel normal

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I can see why you need acceptance now

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I don't know

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I can't even cook a grilled cheese by myself anymore lol

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You will at some point, though!

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areas of living will need adjusted to accommodate

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It'll take a long time to figure out what your new needs are

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Yeah we're seeing about lowering the counter

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That, or have a second counter just for you, unless you live alone

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