watch this be the ONE time green gets ignored.

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Drill my stomach in

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Why cant i just be

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Uh am i on the right place right now

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Stab the drill stab the drill ech ech ech

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Shredded

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see. completely ignored.

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i might as well be dead.

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shut up SHUT UP

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you shut up.

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I fucking hate being autistic sometimes because in crucial moments i need to articulate i go nonverbal because i need to process what the fuck is happening

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green go for it

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Jump

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yeah, thats what i thought.

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Id love to see your suicide in the news!

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If i just spoke up in the moment an said its not like that I'm just an artist im not trying to get with you

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People would know you

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I wonder if ur here Teddy.

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Do people think handwritten letters are romantic?

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I'm glad I'm an artist

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Akshay this is me, ur puppy.

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Coral if someone wrote me a letter id swoon

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Im glad to but i never once considered someone taking my handwritten letter and art as a romantic gesture

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Please remember that I cared for u even if I'm a covert narcissist

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I just want someone to lie to me and beat me up and hide me in a concrete barrel dismembered and swolen

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So when he told me he was taken i smiled and said Oh. Because i was surprised like.. oh you thought i was trying to date you??

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Im sorry u had to learn about me like that... U deserved to know the truth but only got to know it after Valentine's Day like that. And it became the day we broke up...

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Which now that i think about it is probably the wrong thing to say. I remained smiling after being told he was taken because i thought ofcourse you are loved im not surprised

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Teddy i miss your hugs

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I can't imagine myself dating anyone again. Even if he told me he was single he makes me uncharacteristically shy it annoys me so i don't think id even attempt to date him

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I tried to keep myself from thinking about u and I dont think I can continue that anymore...

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Like sure i find him beautiful but can i just feel that way an not want to pursue him? Like i don't see how that cant be possible

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He inspires me to keep painting to keep drawing to create inspired by life

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I wish I had contact with ur sis b4 u left. This is too frustrating. Idk if ur alive or dead or hurting urself

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I mainly paint the cosmos in detail or draw creatures landscapes or fanart

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But he inspired me just by the sound of his voice

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Fuck i should have kept it all to myself. Just be an artist in secret

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HELLOU

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wazzup

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-ak

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