TELLING ME THAT IM WORTHLESS AND THAT IM THE WORST CHILD SHE EVER GAVE BIRTH TO

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AND THAT SHE FUCKING HATES ME

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im sorry, that sucks, but dont listen to her dude your life is meaningful

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dont let her bring you down like that

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atp i dont even think life is worth it tbh coral

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i hear ts daily

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it is worth it

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your life could get better in the future but you'll never know if you dont stick around

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theres isnt anything making it worth it

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I know this is probably been said in here several hundred times but I lowkey wanna kms but dont wanna die

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or worse coral

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dont you have any friends, yellow?

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i do but the one that mant the most to me is all cold n shit so

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meant

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No job, in debt and negative balance in bank account, passed highschool with 1.8 gpa, joined military and failed that, can't get a job and suffer from several mental illnesses

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im sure theyd be sad if u were gone

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living with grandparents who manipulate me, I'm 21 btw

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nah their lives would be sm better

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i dont think so

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im js a dark person who makes everybodys lives darker

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All these people who have at least one friend, I have no friends and no one to live for

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i do tho

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u dont have to feel that way

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well red now i have 5 friends

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its the truth tho

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Only thing that actually keeps me here is my survival instincts that are wired in all humans, we all naturally dont want to die

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its definitely worth trying to find a good place, with good people who will make you feel worthy

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they try their bst to do so but i just feel this way for some reason

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i get it. its hard to be happy

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Don't care if this is tmi but my room is just trashed, piss bottles everywhere and garbage and clothes everywhere

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wsg

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I dont take care of myself anymore, I dont even brush my teeth or shower unless I have to go somewhere

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my mom gave me an ED at 8 years old with a single mistake and traumatized me for the rest of my life -root

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red its ok we all have those moments

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My dad works in a violent work field and so when i go through very traumatic experiences they always pale in comparison to his and so whenever i'm hurting i feel like i'm lesser than him

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i became suicidal at 8 years old -root

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ur problems are just as big as anyone elses problems

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The thing is though that it isn't okay, I'm embarassed and ashamed of myself and I wish my brain was wired like most peoples and that I can function like the majority

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who wants to piss for daddy?

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i already planned an attempt for tn

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