And now my tiny little fear of men i have has gotten worse and now specifically all men older than me scare me

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Why does it matter so much

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like you are an enlightened person who doesn't want to be a part of the revenue algorithm of yt

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Why am i so scared to face my problems

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yet you are so desperate to fap. second time

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Because itll all cement the fact ive donewrong? Bullshit

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where is your simmering anger

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the plot of revenge

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you're gonna take those evil doers down right ?

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where's you resolve

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neither you have guilt nor remorse of destroying yourself

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ughhhhh whats a break gonna do. Whats the privilege

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What the fuck do i do.

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nor fear of being trampled

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I cant Do nothing

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I need to Do something

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But i can only feel alive by doing nothing

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I hate the way iam right now i dont think my grooming situation was bad enough fof people to actually worry but i think it affected me more than i realized and i need help

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For some reason

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nor the guts to just do it rather than think of finding a solution

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I hate myself least when im doing nothing

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nothing comes free

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Because its all wrong, so much wrongs

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love comes at one's ego's expense

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So much bad. Bad girl

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No good. Nothings good

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Is it my bad for reeling at the sight?

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Why cant i just do good

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money comes at one's time's expense

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Why cant i just sit down for a bit and be happy

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doing what's best for you is good

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Is anyone here

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Red?

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You cant see us?

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what do you mean?

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pleasure comes at one's wastefulness

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nothing is free

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ahh waitt

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What do i do

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Go to school mom says

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