But those moments are so weird, i tend to harm myself and don't remember

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The conscious part of your brain is all that you identify with, although most people just have a bad experience with accepting that identity is not a fixed or singular thing

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You said you dont think but you dont know either all im saying maybe just check it out you dont have to

72806 - 

ok

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🦗🦗

70949 - 

i had a professional screening done, my psychologist did not bring up anything related to borderline pd

6193 - 

it's a emergent experience, essentially not identifying as a single thing is perhaps a more honest way to think of being human.

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also green i mean like it was very clear. not my thought. it's not that i don't identify with it its just like i did not think it in that moment

6193 - 

why am i such a fuck up

72809 - 

it was conscious not subconscious

6193 - 

Byebye

70949 - 

yes i do tend to separate myself from actions and thoughts that i do/have when they are upsetting but they're still mine in the end

6193 - 

i wish i could go back and yell, scream,push or punch him him away butbi didnt i knew him my whole life and trust him and he sa me i saw him a a brother

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Hi

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sorry my grammer was horrible on that

72806 - 

This reminds of people who say they experience Alternative realities, shifters they say, and that they know they do this bc they know what a dream feels like, and what they have is not a dream.

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welcome welcome

6193 - 

isn't that lucid dreaming

6193 - 

which tends to not feel like a dream

6193 - 

My manic episode just ended and now im having a depressive episode

72810 - 

No, people who believe in reality shifting say that they experience something that they just know isn't a dream or a lucid dream, they claim to just know this bc the experience is different

68197 - 

i mean its in the same vein

6193 - 

anyways ive gotta go but i guess i just didnt word it correctly.

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Bye

68197 - 

I think I understood, but I'm stubborn and impolite enough to try and convince you your gut is wrong

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that's all...

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