trying to keep myself awake

72673 - 

where u from?

72673 - 

yea it is 12 am rn but i can imagine it being like more in the AMs for uu

72691 - 

im from cali and u?

72691 - 

its 1am heree

72673 - 

oh i used to be in cali

72673 - 

aa i see

72691 - 

im in new mexico

72673 - 

ahh why did u end up moving? personal reasnos? or

72691 - 

yeah personal reasons, i plan on moving back but to bigbear this time

72673 - 

ah i hope everything goes well with that

72691 - 

thank you

72673 - 

how old are u?

72673 - 

yea i plan to move away from cali for personal reasons too '

72691 - 

Hey

72692 - 

I wanna vent so bad

72692 - 

Hi

72693 - 

which god is real?

72529 - 

I feel so disgusting

71629 - 

I do not. Like being like this

71629 - 

I feel like throwinf up

71629 - 

Nothing makes it better

71629 - 

Im tired of quick dopamine

71629 - 

Im tired of it meltinf away to nothing

71629 - 

Im tired of everything

71629 - 

what do you believe in?

72529 - 

Life feels like im always just waiting for the next hit or sleep or event

71629 - 

Um

71629 - 

I dont know

71629 - 

Is this even all real? Free will?

72529 - 

I guess im agnostic. Lazy mans athiest or however that motherfucker from community said

71629 - 

I think maybe there is a divine force in ways we dont understand

71629 - 

I understand so little about the collective consciousness

71629 - 

Yet i am certain of its existance. I can feel people almost ljke a power grid sometimes

71629 - 

But i hope whatever meets me is kind

71629 - 

Alien civilization light years ahead? super skynet tech?

72529 - 

is it weird that i suddenly have a burst of happiness today, like these past week ive been down a terrible dark hole and today i woke up so happy. I'm scared

72541 - 

You might be manic babes

71629 - 

I hope you all find your path no matter where you are in life.

72529 - 

i dont know why im so happy it scares me considering i almost killed myself earlier

72541 -