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the person im staying with is dying, i dont have a job, im mentally and physcially ill, i dont have any family or friends

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"there's a voice in my head, says i'm better off dead" -karoshi

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i think ill be homeless soon and i dont think ill make it honestly

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i really dont, im so sick all the time

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I try to wash off whatever the fuck i just did but it never comes off, i still feel really really gross everyday

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I just wish i could stop, but people ik keep saying that i never got sa'd so i dont deserve to seek help for my addiction

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it just feels hopeless, i dont know what to do next, ive asked people for help but its not getting anywhere

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it never has its been a lot of suffering

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i tell people whats wrong and they dont care

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doctors, therapists, people i know, social workers

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i miss everyone. i miss what i was. i miss being wanted. i miss a lot.

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they all agree im fucked up but seem powerless to do anything

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I wish i could stop, but im so freaking addicted to porn and masturbating that i cant

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i dont know what i can do for myself

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Im only 14 and been doing this shit since i was 7, i feel like such a gross and horrible person

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i tried to work and i just get sick over and over, and people get angry

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i miss being gifted and praised instead of being treated like shit every waking fucking moment.

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something is wrong with me whether its in my head or physical i dont really care at this point

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i need help

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i miss my old friends who was my world back then.

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i miss how i was, so pure, so sweet, so innocent.

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i miss being happy.

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i miss how i could easily love everyone.

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i miss them.

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i miss them a lot.

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i wish i could actually find someone who loves me for me

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i guess i should get crushed a bit more before i finally die

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why not

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i wish i could meet them, reconnect.

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i wish that this world wasn't a fucked up place.

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have u guys seen a therapist

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i wish every one of them hoes who hurt me without even realizing it acknowledges their mistake.

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several

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for a long time

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i was supposed to have one. my parents never let me meet them.

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did it not help at all?

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i cant say it did

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they didnt offer me anythig i feel i wasnt aware of and working towards

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u can go on a free online therapist service one (green) if u want

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