Now that i'm thinking, my parents traumatized me

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be

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U sure?

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ya

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yea but it would be a waste

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its easy

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please dont die .tg

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They are the reason i want to kms

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better for you nif you dont

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I wish that my stepmom didnt hate me, i wish my sibikings didnt forget who i am, i wiah i could remember what thwy look like and their birthdahs and ages

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Why do the worst people get to have better lives than me? Like I just want to finally be cared for and not be held back so much -pfc

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dfferential equations are fucking crazy brah like what the fuck am i doing right now

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@yellow felltttt, thats kind of my living mindset now

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am i a bad sister and daughter for not remebering them?

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just can't stop thinking about whatever meaning this has

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Would anyone miss me

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no

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Why do bad things happen?

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I don't really understand it

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My mom tried to kill herself in front of me when i was 7

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some shit jkust happens

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wow that suks

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i remeber them but not the things i should know about thwm

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cause perspective

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Would anyone miss be at all

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I believe a lot of things happen for a reason

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And my grandma when i was 5

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Is it too much to wish I could just at least have a gf I could lay with in bed and just feel comfort and purpose for once in my life??!?! -pfc

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but I can't figure out the reason for this

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id remember what little conversation you had here cyan. u reached out .tg

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my mom was almost killed in front of me when i was about 5 so yea i get it

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I think that being suicidal is in my family's blood

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those are your beliefs, you are welcome to have them. but you were asking why

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Oh

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so i shared mine

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But I don't even have friends and I'm male, 15, these should be great times in my life -pfc

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