message me on discord thwo - Felix

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i cant lose another person

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What happened

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Not today

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uhm ill be back ima go try text theo - Felix/Lix

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I don't want to give her credit for my suicide though maybe she'll feel like she was that important to me

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she's a contributing factor I'd say

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I don't know I'm trying to think about it rationally

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Same here, Green. My brother makes me want to commit, but if I do, I'll just be another death in the news. -Nettle

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but when I weigh the pros and cons I don't know it seems to wrap things up nicely

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Green can I ask you something

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I don't care about being "just another death" I'm not looking for publicity

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what blue

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How did you find out in the first place?

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My friend texted me because he saw them together

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Oh..

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Theo wont text me back on discord on even come online - Felix/Lix

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...

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I was having a rough day and she had told me she was off with her grandmother

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obviously not though I'm just fucking oblivious

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thats messed up

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my head

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hurts

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it makes me feel nauseous

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Got anything caffeinated yellow,

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?

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I genuinely feel like I'm going to throw up

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yes

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i'm chugging coffee

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Drink it

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Good

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and now

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actually

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nvm

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I have to go anyways

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bye

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stay safe, green

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sure

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yeah

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When I came home today, I felt like bashing my head onto my countertops. Still do, though I don't want to leave here. I don't want my body to be discovered in my house. With these people. -Nettle

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