I'm trying to understand where does the "fucking up" come in

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BECAUSE MY FAMILY HATES HER

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WITH A PASSION

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AND IM MEANT TO HATE HER

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Oh...

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BECAUSE SHE ABANDONED ME

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FUCKKKKK

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what did she say?

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WHY DID I MESSAGE HER ERHJVHFIJFFV

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Cyan I understand, but is there no chance at a reconnection, genuinely?

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I get that what she did was awful

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she lives in another country

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Oh

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afk

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Yellow how you feeling?

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my head is worse

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Oh no :(

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there’s something wrong with me

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i feel so empty even if some things are going well

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What's going on purple

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I get that feeling

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im just scared ill go back to how i was

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Which was what?

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i dont even remember it very well

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i was depressed i think

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and didnt do anything

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Oh yeah, tough times for sure

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But you say everything feels empty now

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i got so self conscious i couldn’t show my face to anyone

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...

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but now its coming back and i dont want anyone to look at me

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Hm

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Bro I tried to ask my friend if she was okay and she got mad at me

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Yellow maybe you should take a nap

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i can't

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Im bout to do sum rlly stupid

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Ooh

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Imma chug lean before i gotta do sum

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Red what

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