#hate school

71311 - 

i wish my dad would have actually killed me when he wanted to

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there are groups of people who legit are counting on me to use my energy to come on here and check on them three or four times a week- misty

71305 - 

walking away means turn around and leave the room

71302 - 

he just sat there and threatened and didnt even do it

2562 - 

he said he could, he said he would so why didnt he

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and i love it i do but sometimes its so draining to be everyones mama misty- misty

71305 - 

Misty, if you don't take care of yourself you can't help them

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and have my actual life too- misty

71305 - 

and they shouldn't place the load on you of feeling responsible

71302 - 

yea i know your right thats why i dont come here everyday anymore- misty

71305 - 

does anyone see me? i dont want to just ramble to thin air because i could be more productive with that and just man up instead or smth

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but i dont think i CAN do any less with out there being any concequences- misty

71305 - 

and if i let people die its MY FAULT they died no excuses- misty

71305 - 

cyan, it's hard for me to focus on more than one color

71302 - 

See, no, it is never your fault

71302 - 

what is our purpose

70696 - 

thats fair, i dont expect replies or anything, i appreciate you responding

2562 - 

i just wanted to make sure i could be seen at least

2562 - 

do die?

70696 - 

to live?

70696 - 

they've made you feel that way and that's very wrong of them and selfish

71302 - 

is it not? if i dont support my friends - misty

71305 - 

to work?

70696 - 

to feel?

70696 - 

they havent made me feel that way they try to help the best they can but some of them arent in a mental state to- misty

71305 - 

all of this makes no sense

70696 - 

im going

2562 - 

i cant fucking do this anymore

2562 - 

im sorry cyan- misty

71305 - 

their feelings are not your responsibility and further, they might be playing you for attention

71302 - 

cyan!

71302 - 

i quit i officially quit at all aspects of life

2562 - 

its nothing against any of you

2562 - 

no cyan- misty

71305 - 

youre all wonderful

2562 - 

i just cant do this life

2562 - 

at the very least, just stay out of your dads face as much as possible

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no please cyan theres so much to live for- misty

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till you can get out on your own, then don't look back

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