thanks for responding to me

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and its not that

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blue- try library computer maybe?

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it is so not him being under stress

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for every year of my life he has been a complete asshole to me

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ughhhh no computers in the school library - misty

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i hate being so helpless- misty

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or blue, a friends computer or their phone?

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he doesnt give a single care for my feelings and only does what will benefit him

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maybe if it gets bad enough- misty

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he doesnt want to accept me or who i am or any of that jazz all he wants is what makes him happy

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its livable right now at least- misty

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he knows that he is absolutely crushing me and he said he doesnt care

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okay, blue. brainstorm ways to contact PP

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i have that one teacher- misty

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i tell her everything- misty

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my dog molested me

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i want my mother back, even if she was useless and neglectful

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cyan, it sounds like he thinks life is more difficult with you in it for whatever reason

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if she knew i had a safe way to get there she might help- misty

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kind of red

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he just doesnt like me

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good, blue!

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he hates me and he doesnt even try

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by the way red im so sorry for putting this on you usually im in YOUR role- misty

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Het!

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lol, no problem misty

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Hoping my feiend doesn't use this but i need to vent

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he refuses to support, respect, etc but when i bring it up he is always playing victim and saying stuff like he much be SUCH a bad parent etc

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i hate him

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its just i hate this whole thing- misty

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hes kind of narcissistic

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So my friend had posted smt about hating soneone who blocked him, said she an "y'know fluff"

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Thus doesn't sound like a lot but I'm the only person who gose bt fluff in the friend group

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Life makes you do things to grow and become stronger

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i hate feeling like a leaden knife stabbed me once a month i hate not being suprised anymore i hate that i cant dance the way i used to i hate that everything HURTS- misty

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I don't use she her and rhey know rhat triggers me i also didn't block him but yeah i said I thought he meant me for a second

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and i know its making me stronger but im scared- misty

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And instead he deleted his posts and now is ignoring commens and yah i think he actually did mean me the

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I do wonder if the pill would help

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