Hoping my feiend doesn't use this but i need to vent

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he refuses to support, respect, etc but when i bring it up he is always playing victim and saying stuff like he much be SUCH a bad parent etc

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i hate him

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its just i hate this whole thing- misty

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hes kind of narcissistic

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So my friend had posted smt about hating soneone who blocked him, said she an "y'know fluff"

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Thus doesn't sound like a lot but I'm the only person who gose bt fluff in the friend group

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Life makes you do things to grow and become stronger

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i hate feeling like a leaden knife stabbed me once a month i hate not being suprised anymore i hate that i cant dance the way i used to i hate that everything HURTS- misty

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I don't use she her and rhey know rhat triggers me i also didn't block him but yeah i said I thought he meant me for a second

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and i know its making me stronger but im scared- misty

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And instead he deleted his posts and now is ignoring commens and yah i think he actually did mean me the

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I do wonder if the pill would help

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I've been missing his posts lately so maybe he really did? What do you guys think?

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im scared i wont have the strength to help anymore- misty

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it might red it just might- misty

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i was afk for a sec mb

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if you don't, then maybe you can help later misty

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So?

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Uh guys

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i had an entire hour long argument with my father

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I need help

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i think i have endo metriosis and itsso hard- misty

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Imma ask someoneelse nvm than

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Instead of arguing, walk away

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hes told me to my face that he hates me and he doesnt want me in his house

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but i cant legally leave

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oh red no the people i help dont have a later- misty

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oh, I didn't think about that misty

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ya

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i have several people that im pretty sure im SINGLEHANDEDLY keeping alive on here- misty

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With what

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#hate school

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i wish my dad would have actually killed me when he wanted to

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there are groups of people who legit are counting on me to use my energy to come on here and check on them three or four times a week- misty

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walking away means turn around and leave the room

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he just sat there and threatened and didnt even do it

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he said he could, he said he would so why didnt he

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and i love it i do but sometimes its so draining to be everyones mama misty- misty

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Misty, if you don't take care of yourself you can't help them

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