i feel lost

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when the heart races so fast during anxiety, can one die cozz of that?

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And I know its true cause he was literally about to cry when I told him these things.....

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hru red - athwna

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im so tired

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hru? -red

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I sometime feel bad that I can't feel things as I used to

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me too

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im good - athen

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thats good

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same yellow

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But I rather feel nothing than feel hurt

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wyd rn - athena

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im in class rn wbu -red

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gonna kms soon

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same - athena

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thats cool -red

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i also have been working my ass off but it turns out the school is really shit

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somebody just shoot me

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i also hate the constant TENSION with teachers. passive-aggressive monotonous losers.

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i am so done with life

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s odone wiith everything

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just wanna die

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hatemyself so much

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im sleepyyy - athena

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i will never have a life like my sister and brother did at my age. i am shocked. i didnt expect my life to go this way

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i wish i never existed

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im so done

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this is all because a FUCKING property that I live in

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this remind me of a phase when I was 12-13. I just used to like nothing. I used to call myself a monster

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such an uncomfortable physical environment

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I know it sound edgey but bear with me

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im so tired of this

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im stuck in a fucking loop

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people said i was vulnerable when i was younger and "weak" and a "pussy". funny because they cheated the game with weapons and teamed against me and did an all-on-one

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But u know like not right not....I just love the quiteness of nothingness.

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Its fun being alone now

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im starting to think i should orchestrate my "revenge-attack" on a lot of people

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i am fucking pissed off

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How do i explain it. Like I can live without the fear of getting hurt by anyone close

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