i am not even suicidal i actually developed a very narcissistic mindset due to the hefty amount of defamation towards my character

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I'm sorry yellow, thats rude of her to dismiss the way you feel about your identity

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blue thats actually kinda how npd forms,,, i dont know if you have narcissistic tendencies since i cant tell you anything off the internet but its not unusual or uncommon

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also hello everyone-R0tt3n

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can anyone not get the energy to do anything

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like I want to clean my room

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I guess it's because that could signal that you are attracted to people other than her

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but i can't make mysekf do it

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I understand red.-R0tt3n

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thats true, white has a point

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everyone else is so impulsive when they go through the same lifestyle me. the diff is that im holding back from committing violent acts, it bottling up anger.

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red welcome to executive dysfunction

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R0TT3N - athena

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it could just be ADHD

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ATHENA-R0tt3n

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how do i make executive disfunction go away

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HIII - athena

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i wasnt born with a bad upbringing i actually got manipulated and betrayed. started off with a free-lifestyle when i was younger and got it all thrown away as soon as i took like 8-9. thanks parents

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cause i cannot do this 4 the rest of my life lmao

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how is it going in the gym? or are you done?-R0tt3n

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im in a diff room now - athena

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ooo-R0tt3n

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my parents let me go to trips and stuff when i was younger. all of a sudden they became busy and work. they raised their workplace, not me, lmao. im fucked

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busy for work*

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wtf

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i dont know whazt to do anymore

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cause its so hard to do like

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anything

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and its not like I don't want to do it

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just sad. getting a counsellor way too late than i should have earlier in life. thanks parents.

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Also athena I wish you luck on that book. I can't really wait to read it.-R0tt3n

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like crochet for example, I love crochet but I cannot get the energy to

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my parents are also gatekeeping me and warning me from telling the counsellor anything. they are also using passive-aggressive sarcasm like "oh great".

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im so bored and tired

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i dont have an identity anymore

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I rlly js wanna kms

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ive been having homicidal thoughts. i cant sleep anymore due to it as well.

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sleep token>>> - athena

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now that I'm back with an old friend. it doesn't feel the same? it's just a bit weird or just meh.-R0tt3n

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I ahve suicidal thoughts

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