no one is there for me

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i listen to everyone else's bullshit but as soon as i voice anything i struggle with, all people want to do is change the subject

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im done

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Hi

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hi green - athena

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Finallyy

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huh - athen

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Hru

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im alright - athena

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hby - athena

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I feel like an idiot

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damn - athena

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I cant put what i really want into words so i go silent on my husband and it causes an argument

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I lied to sm abt something

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ab whatt - athena

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And i hate myself

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I had to deliver a lecture today

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But i was feeling unwell

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So i cancelled

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admit you lied, and try to fix it. - athena

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But i lied abt why i cancelled

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my husband left the house and says he isnt coming back and i cant tell if its for the best or not

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To all the students

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Oh no cyan

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He'll be back hopefully

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call me athena - athena

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Ok athena

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So i hate myself

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For lying

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Im irresponsible

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Im tired of feeling like this

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im so tired - then

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athena*

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i gtg ill brb later - athenaa

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Im tired too

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Oky athena

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Cyan u there?

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how am i supposed to just continue every day like this

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im scared

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Cyan can u talk to someone u trust abt it?

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