how do i let go of him. just how. - athena

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like everything else

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how beautiful is that

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The unforgiving, forgetful unison of all that is alive against what turned to dust

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and i am dust

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the other day she said something along the lines of...beautiful

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I asked what is beautiful

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the way you hate, assef

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oh?

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the way i

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but assef is not my name and

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sobbing to white ferrari for some reason - athena

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i picked him up from a book

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i am him

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and i said what is bwau

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that is terrible

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Terrible

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i used to be

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Guys

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I feel like an idiot

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I lied

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i just want to hug someone and cry - athena

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And i hate lieing

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:(

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It's getting bad again

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Idk

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Why do i miss my groomer

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It's good

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But then there's a moment

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When i think "what if car would hit me"

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"What if I got up and jumped out of the window right now? "

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i miss how he genuinely cares, even tho he is my groomer, i wnat him back.

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It just seems that way to you

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He doesn't care about you if he did that

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He only thought about himself

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Sometimes

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That why should I try if I don't see a future?

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That I just don't see adulthood

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Is it js us?

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I didn't even know I'd live to be 16.

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